Passing on the Baton (SAGA/Invite)

Ayumu simply noticed the question that was brought forwards as he couldn't help but laugh to himself, awkwardly at first before then shaking his own head.
One thing stood out to himself as he could see many notions of power, proving and above all the desire to have a form of lust.

He had many things that he could consider wrong of himself, but at this point in his heart he had resolved himself to do one thing for the future, something that had been dragging along his body as he would send a single message towards the opposition, his eyes showing some sorrow as he smiled awkwardly.

'Hearts are not trained in one day.' Ayumu showed his humble beginnings, a man who had been listening to others, who had been researching and who had been taking his time to learn what everything came from.

Where he had started writing his books, where he had been starting to spread the knowledge of ki among men and women on earth alike as the scientific advancements were helped in their sharing, his money instead of being spend on improving his own situation, he brought towards other situations.
Of course, he bought a few things for himself, but the changing point that grew a heart was a goal, as he would then show the great fight that had happened, the crying body a man who had just started his own training who clutched a few leather back books as he kept writing and writing.

'I am in many eyes weak, but i have shown to contain the potential to change people even when fears have been there from the past.
As i have cast away those doubts in my heart.' As Ayumu would show the memories of him training with Meringue, how he had been assisting the person with obtaining the dragonballs to solve a sickness that lay at a molecular level in her friends body. Meringue

'I have not casted away what made myself human, but what corrupted a human in the first place via practice, via learning and above all, by accepting myself.
It is for this reason that i do not desire this position for power, i do not desire it to improve myself, i wish to free yourself of the strain and allow you to catch a break too, it is for this reason that i wish to prove myself.' As Ayumu would allow free access to his memories as he would show how he had been helping with the removal of bandits with villains to reform them, to show them the good of their heart. Metal Sickle

How he had been practicing and bringing information to people who were once monsters in the hopes to let them see that not every person on the planet is evil, even if their body tells them that they are ruthless beasts.
He would even teach a few namekians from Namek information on how to grow their own bodies and how to prepare themselves for greater goals. Super Ultra Kami Guru Namorel Celmaru Waterfield

'I wish to do what i can do for my family, for the planet earth.
Is that too much to ask?' He finished his mental communication with a soft nod.

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Ayumu simply moved forwards, his every step was taken forwards as the weight became more and more immense, he would follow and he would place everything that he had on the table, his emotions were seeping out as he knew of one thing that he had to do at this point, he knew of one thing that he had to be prepared to do.

Ayumu would spend his every fiber to solve what was wrong with himself, he would do his best to correct himself and prove himself.
It was a desire to fix himself, a desire to concentrate, a desire to meditate, a desire to let everything wash away and once again attain that fullfillment where he was able to survive the onslaught of darkness that came from within, because it was spiritualism and the energy of the heart that powered people.
And as his heart beated for a hundred, he would know that he had to push himself onwards as he spoke just a few words.

"I am willing to risk my very life for this planet, even if this means that i have to prepare to lose everything at a chance to better protect this planet, i am ready and i am thankfull that you did this for me." Ayumu giving a kind and honest smile as he nodded towards the Namekian.
Accepting whatever fate he would have in store for the human, accepting it as he was just a branch going along the river, catching parts to improve himself and others.

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Ayumu would take the lead, he would sit down as he sat there, he would feel the energy passing through his body as he then took a few moments to meditate, he could feel the soft grasp of something on himself as he thought back to the times that made him happy.
The times that Ayumu didn't share, the times that Ayumu always carried dear if he had atleast something to think back too, for what he fought.

A small vague vision of a young child that clutched his thumb, a baby that clutched it that brought his mind at peace as he knew that his desires had gone too far, but at the same time he just desired it too much to bring happiness to others.
A sin that he carried because of his own genes that lacked the neccesary growth to allow him to step of the ground in the time that another would, hundreds of years that were wasted on finding the right training methods.

Yet training wouldn't save a weak child or death by childbirth, a natural death that he had accepted for all too long and something that he took solace in, their smiles warming up as he would wait patiently.

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Ayumu simply sat inside of his own heart, slowly having his legs folded over each other as he shook his head softly, he knew the darkness in his own heart, it was a requirement to grow as a person to acknowledge what was inside of your own self, to know what was part of your soul as he smiled brilliantly.

"We can not bring them back, we have tried, our expertise in magic is the proof." Before he would then reach out his own hand, a single spherical ball of energy visible on his own palm, it wasn't much in the grand scheme of things, instead it was the message that he brought across with it.
A small emblem that was written on the books after the ones that came from the great war on earth, the great battle that tore the land asunder he simply spoke.

"You are probably tired aren't you, don't you wish to go home?" The emblem that was the scar in his heart, the emblem that was a wound that he didn't dwell on.
Ayumu knew that he just had to say a few words to himself.

"Our scars are not just our own, we have bled together and we have found a family." Ayumu then simply stating this one thing. "You are family."

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Ayumu would stand there, looking at how the creature would bring forwards comments about how to use the dragon balls, how to bring forwards a weapon that could extinguish the flames.
He couldn't even think on how to explain everything correctly until a moment of clarity struck himself, he knew what was going on, he knew what had to happen for a moment as he then manifested a small spherical ball of energy.

"The bigger the light, the darker the shadow, but a blinding light can extinguish it all..." Knowing that the creature probably wouldn't understand him completely, he handed a small figure as he showed sorrow on his own face.
He manipulated the energy at his own whims as he instilled memories into them, he didn't just make constructs, he made reproductions as he then spoke.

"I asked you if you wanted to come home, and i will give you that offer again, will you go home to them again?" Ayumu having placed the memory of the child, the memories of his wife and the memories of his life growing up in the shadow his hands.
He wasn't seperating the darkness from himself, he was sating this small desire, he was letting it pace through the darkness with whatever help he could.

He was letting this darkness have the happiness that he was satisfied with for a split moment, for however long that he wished too.
In his own mind, time moved at the pace that was needed, not that was forced.

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Ayumu would simply gaze towards the Kami that was there, he looked at it, but he also looked beyond it, he didn't just see the guardian, he didn't just see the assistant or the nearby area, for a moment he saw the fields that covered earth.
The forests that littered the world, the beauty that was found in every single cranny as he would then simply feel a droplet run down his own cheek as he couldn't help but feel a bit sad that these memories were what kept him going yet at the same time what bound him down.

"Life gives meaning to many things, but sometimes you have to give meaning to yourself.
Is there something else i have to do to prove myself, there is much i seem to have to learn to advance myself, to progress in this world with what little power i have at my disposal, but i am capable of growth and i know this."

He spoke a rather long ordeal after all this, his body wobbly as he couldn't help but try and keep his own balance before he would then smile happily once again, his face lighting up without a single trace of exhaustion that was once found in his being.

"Thank you for that lesson though, i truely thank you and i can not think of any way to repay you, please do tell me the other tests."

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